Friday, September 20, 2002
Ok the beginning of "Understatement" by NFG describes my mood well:
I'm sick of smiling
And so is my jaw
Can't you see my front is crumbling down?
I'm sick of being
Someone I'm not.
Please get me out of this slump.
I'm sick of clapping
When I know what I do is better for myself
I'm sick of waiting
Sick of all these words that will never matter
Note: Please don't give me your pity. I don't want it. I really hate pity, it pisses me off a lot. I just felt like I had to let this out somewhere, and it's easiest for me on a computer screen.
Michi poinged randomly at 10:51 PM
Yeah, I haven't updated... and it's too hard to go through every day I missed and say what happens... so I'll just say the one thing that matters that happened.
Last night my grandmother died. I didn't find out til this afternoon, so that's why I was still as perky and hyper as every in school. So yeah. Ok. That's really all that matters that has happened this week.
Michi poinged randomly at 9:54 PM
Saturday, September 14, 2002
My conversation with Jackie:
Jackie (2:29:24 PM): aww... why would bun bun wanna kill santa?
Michi (2:29:35 PM): cuz santa's EEEEEEVIL
Michi (2:29:43 PM): do not question bun-bun T.T
Jackie (2:29:44 PM): he is ?
Michi (2:29:46 PM): YES
Michin (2:29:48 PM): HE IIIIIS
Michi (2:29:51 PM): HE HAS TOO MUCH POWER
Jackie (2:29:58 PM): how?
Jackie (2:29:58 PM): oh.
Michi (2:30:03 PM): XD
Jackie (2:30:50 PM): well.. he's just supposed to be a happy jolly man who.. is fat.. and is drunk.. most of the ti-- u kno waht? ok. he's evil.
Michi (2:31:00 PM): exactly
Michi (2:31:02 PM): eeeeeeeeevil
Michi (2:31:12 PM): and doesn't that remind you a bit of some certain PRE-ALGEBRA teacher?
Michi (2:31:21 PM): FAT and DRINKS stuff and like is EEEEVIL
Michi (2:31:28 PM): SANTA IS MR. POLITISKI'S BROTHER
Jackie (2:31:30 PM): exactly! that was lyk.. what i was thinking
Michi (2:31:33 PM): like i said... EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVIL
Michi (2:31:34 PM): XD
Jackie (2:31:45 PM): except for the brother part
Michi (2:31:53 PM): lol XD
Jackie (2:32:42 PM): i think mr politiski IS the santa cuz he's so lazy and he never gives us presents. why would parents wanna dress up as a guy who is a fat drunk and goes , ho ho ho ckekh im on crack ?
Michi (2:32:56 PM): how very true. how very very true.
See! SANTA IS EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVIL!
Ok and now on to my lack of updates. So sorry, but I've been doing homework from 3 pm to 11:30 pm the past few days. Ok yesterday it was just out of laziness that I didn't update, but the 2 days before I had an excuse! God they pile too much fucking homework on us T.T Anyways that's it for now, but I'll try my best to update every day XD
Michi poinged randomly at 2:38 PM
Monday, September 09, 2002
School again... Yep, it's Monday T.T
P.E. What's there to say? Lol XD All we did were these weird things. First thing was like this scavenger hunt, only for people, like bingo. Is that too confuzzling? Good. XD Basically there was a sheet and it had 15 boxes and like one box said "wears contacts" another said "born in another country", etc. And we had to find people for all of them. I didn't finish lol, I still had 4 boxes, but I made up a few people, such as L.S. (Lisa Smith) and C.P. (Connie Porter). Who those people are, I don't know, but Lisa has the same shoe size as me and Connie knows how to rock climb. XD We also had to do this thing with a parter (me gots Melody XD) like we'd stand apart and try to knock each other down XD Then we did this thing where we all walked around and then Mrs. Wilhoit would call a number and we'd have to get in a group with that number. Oh and like after that then we were in groups of four and like 3 made a triangle and the other tried to tag one of them and the other two would get in the tagger's way XD
Band We practiced the audition piece for chairs. Most of the time me and Annie (we prolly shouldn't be allowed to sit next to each other bwahahaha XD) just like whispered and said random thigns. Plus, Annie bugged Maya and Rosa a lot XD
Tech We have to build a rollercoaster out of construction paper and masking tape and it has to have 1 8 cm hill and one 90 degree turn and we have 45 min to make it tomorrow. Then we send a marble down and 3/5 times it has to make it. T.T My partner is this guy named Alex something. I don't know him, but I don't like him. He's friends with Ilya. Ilya has bad taste (well besides Rotem lol, only person he likes that I like) so I dun like my partner T.T Plus he's one of those guys who THINK he knows everything, but really REALLY doesn't. We're so going to fail. If everything's perfect and the only thing wrong is that we're not successful, we get a B-. A B-. That's bad T.T
Algebra Went over POW (NOT AGAIN!!! I THOUGHT I WOULDN'T HAVE TO DO ANYMORE AFTER 6TH GRADE T.T) and like yeah... then the bell rang XD
French I think Mrs. Otto is doped up or something (like Annie's family in that pic XD) like... i dunno... we did P.E. in her class O.O Really, like we stood up and she said this crap in french and we had to do what she did... she freaks me out when she laughs... it looks scary O.O Plus we learned how to greet people.
Salut! Je'mapelle Michelle.
Salut Michelle! Je'mapelle Galaxy!
Salut Galaxy!
Yeah, that was it. And we learned bonjour which is like so hard man, because I mean no one knows the word bonjour *rolls eyes* And we learned Madame, Monsieur, and mademoiselle. Other words which no one knows XD
Humanities T.T I so got a B on my 1 minute speech. On my 3-5 objects I did ok... I mean like I got 2:16 which is within the time range, so I didn't lose those points XD LULU OMG it was so funny... I mean my impromptu speech was "what i say that make my friends laugh" and like at one point during it I'm all "Some of my friends *glance at Lulu* laugh more then others..." *lulu cracks up, i crack up* That was so amuzzling XD But yeah, it was pro. OMG seriously I knew I'd go right after Lulu... I don't know why, but I knew I would... and I did O.O Whoa, turning into Phoebe here, she gets premonitions.. WAIT!!! BAD!!! DON'T WANNA BE THAT SLUTTY SELFISH FREAK! O.O
And y eah, ok, that was my day ;) OMG it was your fault I felt like I was a 7th grader, Annie. T.T All your fault... XD LOL XD
Michi poinged randomly at 6:42 PM
Sunday, September 08, 2002
Yeah, yeah, yea... I know, no update yesterday, but honestly nothing is happening... I'm so bored! Plus I've been doing homework T.T THEY'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO GIVE HOMEWORK THE FIRST DAY! IT'S JUST CRUEL! I've finished everything but the 3-5 objects and a speech thing... has anyone else done it? LET ME KNOW, I NEED HELP WITH IT!!! T.T
Michi poinged randomly at 10:58 AM